I have just finished a rewatch through season 3. I don't know if I can continue on with the torture of seasons 4 and 5 but I'm left wanting more. I decided to look for some new fanfiction instead. I just finished jpen's Breathing Lessons. Oh my!! That was so wonderful!, How I wish that is what we could have really had for the show. Thank you Jpen so much for writing this. Fantastic story. I think I will stick to reading fanfiction for now. Looking forward to reading more.